i like you as my imagination

i almost close my eyes , but something across in my head :
all this time i just remember your name .
all the memories were done , but i always wonder being together like before .
yes all of these are just my imagination .

now you're back .
no , not in my imagination . but in my realife .
i feel nothing special . just flat , like my days lately .
there are no more heartbeat .

now i realize something :

I DON'T WANT YOU ANYMORE . THAT FEELING WAS GONE .